highschool

Haven't been blogging for 2 years.

      Been very busy nowadays, life been good. Well not really , got into an argument with my best friend. We haven't talk in couple of weeks, we're about to graduate high school. I don't understand how she thinks, and am too tired to try and fix this relationship. Not sure if  I'll regret this for the rest of my life or not. 1 more month till SPM aka the biggest exam in my life. Well time flies, still remember when I just started high school. We were so innocent and all we think of is just what to have for recess time, nasi lemak or tomyam bihun. And all those times when me and my friend got in trouble, because we did not finish our homework and drawing each others arm during class. We got sent to the discipline room. The discipline teacher make us wrote , " I wouldn't play in class anymore ." for like 1 full A4 paper. My friend and I just enjoy staying there wasting time and not getting back to class. Nowdays, everything we care about is just our grades, our exams and what not. We forgot how important is to have fun. Yes, grades are important, but please don't forget about your old self . Now, We're just obsessed with comparing our grades with others. It's just so tiring. I believed that people are not good in studying are good in other things, like arts and etc. There's no point looking down at people. I remember once , my friend's mom wanted her to stop hanging out with me ,just because my grades are not as good... I don't understand this at all. How can grades determine someone. Those are just marks, and alphabets.

      I would say that getting through high school is not easy, especially the first two years, my friend and I get bullied by seniors that were just one year older than us . They would call us nasty things, pull our hair , and try to pick a fight with us. My friend and I would go to school with fear. But fortunately , in the next year, they went to morning sessions. ( We're in afternoon session.) After that, life got a little easier. In chinese we called, 好景不长，means good thing never last. Me and my best friends we're all parted to different classes. I thought we can still remain best friends, but I was too innocent. We started to have different opinions and argue very frequently for very little things. yes it sounded very dramatic. Until today , I still think about them and cherish all those old times, hard ships that we went thru. I still hope we can be friends again, but I'm still grateful that I have my classmates. They maybe not the cool kids nor the smartest students, but they are people that can make me laugh. They understand me better, and maybe know a little bit better of what I'm going thru.

      This is what i go thru in high school and I will remember it forever and ever.